Текст песни Offspring, The - Self Esteem

I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the things I would say
But she came over I lost my nerve
I took her back and mace her dessert
Now I know I'm being used
That's okay man cause I like the abuse
I know she's playing with me
That's okay cause I've got no self esteem
We make plans go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection got me so lowIf she keeps it up I just might tell her so
When she says that she wants me only
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friens
When she's saying I'm like a cisease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I think I should stick up for myself
But I realy think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really careRight?
Now I relate this little bit
That happens more than I'd like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But it's kind of hart when she's ready to go
I may be dumb, but I'mnot a dweeb
I'm just a sucker with no self esteem