Some kind of ????? has been hollowed out inside me

Don't know what I became

Or what I've left behind
See I don't remember when
Something plain ????? girl brought me back here again

Started round her house tonight

I could give her a call

Stumbled over the curbside on the way to her door
And I squandered her love
It's the biggest kick I ever got
Now I squandered her love
Nothing else hits the spot

Everybody's perfect and yet everybody's a ?????

Everybody's got pictures that they can't contain
I squandered your love
It hangs there in my mind
It's an ugly thing I can't leave behind

(jesus)