try to realize
i try to understand what every thing has become
and i want to strip away the incompetence
expose everything to my loveless heart
i want to be loved
how much longer will it torment me?
i'm strapped within the weakness of my uncertainty,
my sexuality, my inadequacy laugh at me
as i slip away in search of serenity to suture
the wounds as i am swallowed within
its twisted complexity
it calls me the spoiled soil save me
it doesn't me anything
how much longer will it torment me?
it calls me to save me