Текст песни Rihanna - What Now

I've been ignoring
This big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying
Tears were for the weaker days
I'm stronger now, or so I say
But something's missing

Whatever it is
It feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is
It's just laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now?
What now?

I found the one
He changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come
At the right time?
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm not mugging

Whatever it is
It feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is
It's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now?
Please tell me
What now?

There's no one to call
‘Cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy
The more that I'm feeling alone
‘Cause I spend every hour
Just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone
But I just want to shout

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out, wait it out
What now?
Somebody tell me
What now?

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know why {x2}

So what now?