Текст песни American Nightmare - Fuck What Fireworks Stand For

I just want the world to know - You've got me at an all time low
But I wrote the song that broke your fucking heart
I'm caught up in 'no sleep' and I nod my head with every tear but they're still drowning me
It's cold and I can barely see, and 5 AM is here again so hang your head with me

I was walking next to you in a saturday night-type light
The faces blurred in with yours as I stumbled some words on life
I was breathing thanks to you in a saturday night-type light
And when the faceless kids danced towards faceless ends I quit life

"I can't believe that you're not dead"
shrugged my shoulders, laughed inside, nodded my head
And I don't remember anything but seven songs of chances gone, that's all I know

Anytime you want to go, I'm ready to go
Nothing shines on "feeling old" this isn't right
All I want is a reason to smile before I'm dead, I'm dead, I live in denial
There's nothing left inside of me
You say there's more but I don't fucking care