There's this black knot inside of me
It can't be cried away
It will stay Forever Part Of Me
I accepted it one day
It can't be beaten out
I'm not it's master, not it's friend
Sometimes I think that it has gone
Later when I'm on my own - I don't

Don't you try to ease my pain
I need to brood, I need to cry
Let me rest, let me be
Let me suffer passionately
I'm on a psychologic slide
I'm on a melancholic ride

Walking on a flimsy rope
I need